[ Was the wave of heartbreak worse than Ginger had imagined? (Constantly; constantly; constantly - )
No, because a hundred years means he's thought of every possible scenario and replayed them all multiple times, twisting them in new - in worse ways. And at the end of it all, this too is just part of his imagination. It still feels terrible, as though he's been gutted, just an existence with a hole for a heart.
Yet - a heartbeat, faint, when he sees Mika. ]
Mika... [ A hand on Mika's back, the other at his neck. Stop, love. ]
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No, because a hundred years means he's thought of every possible scenario and replayed them all multiple times, twisting them in new - in worse ways. And at the end of it all, this too is just part of his imagination. It still feels terrible, as though he's been gutted, just an existence with a hole for a heart.
Yet - a heartbeat, faint, when he sees Mika. ]
Mika... [ A hand on Mika's back, the other at his neck. Stop, love. ]