[He knows. In truth, he'd known the real reason ever since he'd awakened with his emotions in a painful jumble... he's felt stretched far too thin ever since the mission in a way that no amount of rest can possibly heal.
But knowing something and accepting it are two different matters entirely, and if there is one thing Phil has never been good at, it's confronting the truth rather than hiding or trying to run away from it.]
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But knowing something and accepting it are two different matters entirely, and if there is one thing Phil has never been good at, it's confronting the truth rather than hiding or trying to run away from it.]