[ Ah, there it is. Some part of him is wondering if this is really a conversation they should be having here, right now, among a bunch of injured and worried people and the blood, but the fact it's happening now is probably a sign this is serious too. ]

I... I can't say I've ever really hated myself. I've been scared 'bout... [ ...Well, it should be fine to admit this part to Ginger, if only because they seem to be in a similar line of work. ] Havin' a ton of responsibility over people's lives, so I guess that counts.