... I dragged... I— I felt that I was getting... too hungry to manage. So I went into the forest, as far as I could manage. I thought that was far enough. So... the one that dragged me back was myself.
( His instinct, rather, but Mika doesn't phrase it as such - attributing his wrongs to some part of him, as if it were separate, controlling him. His sins are his own. )
... And at that point, I was in... a hunger frenzy, I guess you would call it. I just... was thinking about how to stop starving. And I let myself lose control.
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His gaze drops. )
... I dragged... I— I felt that I was getting... too hungry to manage. So I went into the forest, as far as I could manage. I thought that was far enough. So... the one that dragged me back was myself.
( His instinct, rather, but Mika doesn't phrase it as such - attributing his wrongs to some part of him, as if it were separate, controlling him. His sins are his own. )
... And at that point, I was in... a hunger frenzy, I guess you would call it. I just... was thinking about how to stop starving. And I let myself lose control.