[ Not quite hiding behind the pillow, but his lips disappear and his voice gets lower. All that’s left is one bright eye and one dark, both focused on Mika. ]
I might have said all that because I wanted to ask if I could.
[ Despite knowing he’ll make all the mistakes ever, emotionally stupid and clumsy as he is.
Still - it’s a step in the right direction. He held back for so long with Rum, didn’t try at all. When he finally did something, it was only about him - Ginger - and it worked in the worst way. His worst mistake.
He needs to try better.
And he’s worried - if Mika has no one, if Mika stops talking again, Ginger’s scared his heart will just stop beating. It’s too painful, too scary to think about. ]
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[ Not quite hiding behind the pillow, but his lips disappear and his voice gets lower. All that’s left is one bright eye and one dark, both focused on Mika. ]
I might have said all that because I wanted to ask if I could.
[ Despite knowing he’ll make all the mistakes ever, emotionally stupid and clumsy as he is.
Still - it’s a step in the right direction. He held back for so long with Rum, didn’t try at all. When he finally did something, it was only about him - Ginger - and it worked in the worst way. His worst mistake.
He needs to try better.
And he’s worried - if Mika has no one, if Mika stops talking again, Ginger’s scared his heart will just stop beating. It’s too painful, too scary to think about. ]