[ The struggle continues, but he does appreciate Kurapika's input, tossing him grateful glance. It melts away into more contemplation. ]

I... honestly don't know. Of course, I would fight to help everyone here. That's a given. [ Because of his job. Because that's just how Ginger is. ] I just know what I'm scared of.

[ Heartbreak, heartache so soul crushing that he shatters into a million shards of sadness and light. ]

Do you know what courage used to mean? To speak one's mind by telling all one's heart. Telling all one's heart. Maybe - that.