You're young, which rules a few things out. Your speed and instinct shows either that you're a prodigy of study or that you were born with a very natural gift. You don't have the hesitation of someone who relies on a patron, so your magic comes internally.
Your bitterness speaks of a world that has either hurt you or something close to you. An injustice done by magic, or someone with high ties to magic. You're upfront and mature in crisis even if you waver outside of it - far more than I would expect your age - and like I said before, you handle your own magic with confidence despite your feelings. You have something to prove, something that matters more to you than simply being a magical doctor who doesn't want their powers.
My initial guess is that you're from a family, organization, or country that requires magic to be used for means outside of your control, and that you're human enough to either feel or see the suffering it can cause. You hold onto sympathy over hate in the moments it's needed for the same reason, but they are moments you choose for yourself.
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[He keeps his volume low.]
You're young, which rules a few things out. Your speed and instinct shows either that you're a prodigy of study or that you were born with a very natural gift. You don't have the hesitation of someone who relies on a patron, so your magic comes internally.
Your bitterness speaks of a world that has either hurt you or something close to you. An injustice done by magic, or someone with high ties to magic. You're upfront and mature in crisis even if you waver outside of it - far more than I would expect your age - and like I said before, you handle your own magic with confidence despite your feelings. You have something to prove, something that matters more to you than simply being a magical doctor who doesn't want their powers.
My initial guess is that you're from a family, organization, or country that requires magic to be used for means outside of your control, and that you're human enough to either feel or see the suffering it can cause. You hold onto sympathy over hate in the moments it's needed for the same reason, but they are moments you choose for yourself.
[He'll pause to see what Ahito thinks.]