dyingtohealyou: ([Strain] remembers that day)
Ahito ([personal profile] dyingtohealyou) wrote in [community profile] lunaecalamitas 2024-05-01 08:09 am (UTC)

cw: a bit of suicidal ideation

Because from the moment I saw her, I knew I'd do anything to save her.

[He speeds up, too. He can angst and race at the same time.]

As long as I could still see her smile, it didn't matter how much pain I went through, or how many times they had to put me back together again. Even when they first decided to stop the experiment, I ran past them to try to heal her even more.

[...And then he'd collapsed, comatose for three whole weeks.]

For a long time, I thought... if I'd died so she could live, maybe I would've been happier that way.

[If he hadn't been a failure, not strong enough to heal her completely, his very body giving out long before she could recover.]

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